I thought I was dying….

I have a major phobia about being suck, it was a nightmare when I was pregnant as you ca imagine….

I get hot, sweaty and panic about choking, I burst into tears and tremble even before Im sick! I would actually ratherfeel like complete shite for a week than have an hour of puking.

Luke’s had a stomach bug which seems to be passing round at the minute, so because of sods law, yesterday morning I came down with it!

4am I woke up and starting throwing up, This carried on until about 9am and in the end I had to admit defeat and ring Karl up to come home until Vicky finished at 11 to come and help me with the kids.

I managed to get them downstairs but as soon as I had done I had to run back to the bathroom…..

I swear to god I must have bought up everything Ive eaten for the last week and a half, I seriously thought I was going to die! Im the first to admit, I get frightened when Im being sick, the thought f choking puts the fear of god into me and I turn into a trembling mess!

I spent the whole day in bed only coming down to puke up in the toilet every so often…

Ive not felt that bad for years.

Its obviously the same thing that Lukes had so now everythings bein scrubbed! lol.

Ive used a bottle of bleach in the last day,the whole place stinks of it.

I hate being ill